Convincing people sometimes is easier than convincing yourself. It is so true for me. For a couple of times I feel that people overestimate my ability to an extend that scares me so much. In fact, it's no less than a kind of pressure for me, instead of giving me confidence in making my own decisions, it makes me always worry about failing to meet people's expectation, or illusion, about me. Living up to people expectation is difficult. Living up to people's assumptions is ten times stressful.
Well, you may ask me to ignore what others say and do what i believe is right. I'm still trying to, but it turns out not as simple as I originally thought. Nonetheless, I'm still doing that, trying to make myself convinced before really embarking on something new. Because belief is all that I have.
Thank you for all the time and insights you've offered me. Day by day, I'm feeling a little bit more and more convinced.
